I'm paddling into one of the biggest waves of my life right now. A huge wave which looks to "close-out" a 13 year marriage relationship. Its definitely one of those times when there is no where to run, no where to hide.
My body and mind race with the same intensity and emotion that arises when a big wave sneaks up on you. You know there's nothing to do but take it on the head, and just surrender to "what is." But while you await your fate, your head just keeps searching for ways to try to escape. The wait fortunately is not long. Mercy is swift, and more often than not, the fear and panic that arises is far worse than the actual experience.
As unusual as it sounds, I've been training for this moment, conditioning myself to be able to "let go" of that which I so unthinkingly cling to tightly. My identity is so intertwined with this relationship. It has been something very real, a deeply transformative journey, but is this the end?
Nothing else to do but take a deep breath, dive as deep as I can and relax into the turbulance and appreciate the power and violent awakening that spells the death of one cycle of wave energy, while opening the way for a new "life surfing" experience.
About Me
- Barry
- Nearly 25 years in the water and I am still blown away by the rich insight surfing continually provides. It has evolved from mere recreation to competitive sport to a spiritual life practice that provides an "Endless Summer" of opportunity for personal development and growth. Merging my skillsets as a life coach and master surfing instructor has enabled me to help others see themselves in a new light, and find balance, fulfilment and joy in life. Whether you desire to find your authentic self or find yourself authentically perched on the nose "hangin' 10" (or both!), I look forward to the opportunity to work with you.
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